A letter for my son

Dear My first son Alm. Mohammad Licra Susatyo,

I wrote this letter for you
I want you to know mommy always miss you.
I want you to know mommy always love you so much since you grew in my womb
I want you to know mommy always pray for your happiness for where ever you are now
And mommy sure you are in the best heaven that I would never been imagine before.

Although 29weeks 2days was to short for me to be with you
I was happy all that time to have you inside me.
Jan 13, 2007 maybe was the sorrow est day in my life
but thanks God I can thru all...

My son, please forgive if I was not being a good 'mom going to be' that time
forgive me if I ever let you down
Hope you know that I was trying to be the best for you.

Dear my little angel Licra, mommy expecting your brother inside me now
yes, mommy is pregnant 29weeks 3days today
he suppose to be your little brother for you, a friend to play with.

Please pray for your mommy that mommy will deliver your brother when he's ready to be healthy, safely and completely.
Please pray for your brother that he will become smart & sweet child. Love & caring to our family.
Please pray for mommy that I will be the best mom for your future brother & sister
Please pray for Ayah that he will always love, care & protect our family.

I Always Love & remember you

-Love
your Mommy
Ira Puspitasari Susatyo

Blessing in disguise di hari Lebaran

Well one of my blessing in disguise yang believe & aku nanti2 kan akhirnya datang juga di hari lebaran ini. Tak sia2 aku tiap malam bersujut memohon & aku percaya qJJi pasti mendengar.

Mertua datang ngga cuman merayakan lebaran bersama, tapi juga memberikan kado terindah Solusi Mengenai Rumah yang rencana akan kami beli.



Alhamdullilah satu persatu masalah sudah terpecahkan, kelahiran & rumah. Tinggal soal pekerjaan suamiku aja yang harus extra doa & usaha. Aku juga percaya pasti nanti akan ada pencerahan soal ini soon... Amien



Alhamdulillah, Terima Kasih ya qJJi atas Segala Karunia & Kenikmatan yang tak terhingga ini.

Cerita Lebaran

Selamat Idul Fitri Mohon Maaf Lahir Bathin.

Libur lebaran kali ini sebenernya lumayan lama, Seminggu lebih dari tgl 12 - 22 Oct 2007. Dan sayang sekali aku ngga bs pulang mudik, makan opor ama ketupat di rumah. Bukannya aku ngga mau pulang ato pun ngga ada ongkos. Soal ongkos alhamdulillah ada, kendaraan bs naek mobil bareng2 ntok & m'ita, klo dibilang ngga mau pulang, wiuh... telp papa mama buat ngucapain Minal Aidzin aja ampe ngga kuat mbrebes mili kangen pengen menikmati lebaran diMadiun juga.

3 Alasan kuat yang membuat aku ngga bs mudik lebaran:

1. Kondisi kehamilanku yang menginjak 29weeks [7bln] yang membuat aku ngga bs pulang, takut kena macet di jalan & membahayakan kehamilanku.
2. Pengalaman kegagalan kehamilan tahun kemaren, Alm Moh Licra Susatyo my first child born prematur.
3. Suamiku tercinta ngga bisa pulang dari tempat kerjanya buat berlebaran bareng aku. Knapa? Karena dia punya schedule kerja 3bln disite, 2mingg libur. Dimana? Di Seruni Papua IrianJaya. huih....... jauh tenan mau nekat plg susah transport nya.

Finally Ira cuman lebaran di Jakarta, mertua tercinta datang nemenin & kita lebaran di Tanah Kusir tempat Nenek & Keluarga suami. Kesannya : Rame memang, jadi lebih mengenal keluarga & kerabat suami. Tapi tetep aku kangen sama suasana Madiun... huu..huu.. feeling lonely without suami & family di Madiun.

A Prayer for Couples

By Marianne Williamson

Dear God,

Please make of our relationship a great and holy adventure.

May our joining be a sacred space.

May the two of us find rest here, a haven for our souls.

Remove from us any temptation to judge one another or to direct one another.

We surrender to You our conflicts and our burdens.

We know You are our Answer and our rock.

Help us to not forget.

Eating mindfully is a gift that we give ourselves
Bring us together in heart and mind as well as body.

Remove from us the temptation to criticize or be cruel.

May we not be tempted by fantasies and projections, but guide us in the ways of holiness.

Save us from darkness.

May this relationship be a burst of light.

May it be a fount of love and wisdom for us, for our family, for our community, for our world.

May this bond be a channel for Your love and healing, a vehicle of Your grace and power.

As lessons come and challenges grow,let us not be tempted to forsake each other.

Let us always remember that in each other we have the most beautiful woman, the most beautiful man, the strongest one, the sacred one in whose arms we are repaired.

May we remain young in this relationship. May we grow wise in this relationship.

Bring us what You desire for us, and show us how You would have us be.

Thank you, dear God,You who are the cement between us.

Thank You for this love.

Amen.